Exams tomorrow, but I received the news yesterday from my parents. Something I wish and I would never want to hear.. Someone I loved since young, someone who has always been in the pink of health. I couldnt find any answer to why, is it her. I thought I was strong till I laid on my bed and tears just cant stop coming down. The whole night I couldnt sleep, and looking at her who’d always be awake after sleeping for 2 hours or so. I know she’s uncomfortable, changing so many positions trying to fall asleep. I could feel my heart aching, after reading all the research knowing there is no cure for it.
I want her to be in every stage of my life, when I get my degree, when I get married, when I have kids.. Now, there’s only one thing that I ask for, for her to be happy.
As Dad said, there are miracles isnt it?
梁文音 心裡的孩子 官方歌詞版MV (by universaltwn)
Two days ago,my sweetest bf reminded me of my birthday and asked me what I wanted. I forgotten that it was coming, and then we discussed about plentiful of places and finally settled down on my house since I only wanted to invite close friends to celebrate. Who to invite was not much of a problem, since everyone was okay immediately when I asked. But I do have friends in mind that idk if I should invite): Oh well. There are things that cheered me up in the process. Firstly, mom decided to cook the dishes herself instead of catering! As my parents are vegetarian, i’m glad that all my friends were okay w vegetarian food:D Secondly, the sweetest girl crystal who reminded me of my birthday wishlist, which I didn’t thought of. She never fail to make me smile!(; And lastly, my sweetest and most loving boyfriend. He’s always there to ensure i’m happy, that I get the best and what I want. <3 <3 <3 Definitely looking forward to that day, and now I’d have to think of games to play, things to do and what cake I want!:D
Oh right, here’s my birthday wishlist! (But how could a girl’s wishlist ever end:S)
-A new bag, big enough for A4 size! (P.s black or nude! hehe)
-A jewellery stand or box
-Bracelets! (Tiffany & Co, Pandora or any nice ones which wont rust cause the one that he got from guess which is not cheap rust and changed color): )
-A new laptop! (Macbook Air!)
-A new earphone!
Basically I can list anything and everything, but I’d love every thoughtful gift! Goodnight all.